LoneLy SouL

irritated by u

2006-06-02T23:42:00.000+08:00

after coming to utar..
suddenly feel tat u change alot..
i reali cant tahan u anymore..
is like..
u edy have new frends n forget me..
cuz maybe im not in the same class s u guys..
but they all not lidat..
ony u!
y r u lidat?
u became so irritating in my life.
n im so annoyed by u
n not ony me dun like u
alot of them dun like u
u think u wat
get to b in the same class s them
so u can show off?
then go on la
i dun care if i lose u tis frend
u dun take me s ur frend,i oso wun take u s my fren
luckily im not in the same class wit u
i dun hv to face u everyday!

am i inlove wit u?

2006-06-02T23:33:00.001+08:00

am i inlove wit u?
the feeling juz appeared suddenly.
is hard to explain bout how i feel towards u.
u give me a very warm feeling.
i juz ony wana b wit u every single second.
i got the feeling to wan to protect u.
love you.
take care of u.
i tok to alot of ppl about tis.
ppl ask me to go for it.
but m i gonna get reject?
the percentage of being rejected is kinda high.
99%!!!!
ppl say tat u r not my cup of tea.
but i was thinking.
u r not my cup of tea,or im not ur cup of tea??
heard tat u still love ur ex..
m i suppose to break off both of u?
am i gonna b the 3rd party?
i dare not imagine!!!!!

am i inlove wit u?

2006-06-02T23:33:00.000+08:00

17th may~~result day..

2006-05-19T20:16:00.000+08:00

the nite before 17th may..at around 1am..
watched I not stupid 2..laguh like hell..
n nearly woke the whole hse up..
it was damn damn damn funny...
even the starting part..
but towards the end..
sad sad sad...
well..
around 2 sumthing..chatted a while wit bangau...
damn anxious bout my result..
went to bed around 2 sumthing..
being disturb by the phone at 8.45am...
i guess correctly..
it was pei ling..asking me to help her check result..
sat infront of the com since 8.50am..
got a shock of my life..to c b2 dudez..so early on msn...
i guess not ony me kan cheong result...
waited for more than 1 hour for the result..
finally at 10.15am..
bangau msg me n told me result is out..SHE PASS!!!
CONGRATS!!!
well..
s for me..
got the feeling of not wanting to click the main examination button...
but ended up with all the courage i had..
i clicked it..
i PASS!!!
fuyoh...
i pass..i manage to get into UTAR!!!!
woohoooo~~~

~~food food food!!!!

2006-05-12T22:48:00.000+08:00

food is man's best frend..
no food..no fun..
no food means death..
no food no life!!
when u r down,food cures everything..
when u r happy,food makes ur mood much more better..
when u r sick,food provides nutrien..
okok...
enuff of so many "quote"..
well...
wesak day is here..today..holiday..
but makes no diff to me..
everyday is holiday..
i bukan nak sai meng ya cu..
well..
dinner time is finally here after my brunch..
went to Concorde hotel for dinner buffet!!
woohooo...
the third time i've been there for buffet dinner...
is so yummy!!!

tis is the kedah laksa..well..erm..if u asked me how is tasted..
i will definitely say tat..
it tasted like toilet smell..
u noe y??
cuz is situated near the toilet...n v have to cook it ourself..cunted man!!

2nd main dish...

the halfway done fruit rojak tat me n my eldest sis made...
damn yummy..n the sauce is so nice n salty n sticky n black???
wahahahahaha...

DESSERT

tis is the world most yummy chocolate!!
the Chocolate fountain!!!
the chocolate is nice n pekat..
u dip marsmallow,strawberry,peach,grape into it..
n is taste so good n sweet down through ur throat to ur heart...
damn damn damn damn sweet.....!!!!!!

ABC with ice cream...
plus with cendol stuff inside..
n it taste so diff from the normal wan..
cuz my mum insist to put in all the cendol n ABC stuff in it..
with ice cream..
wow...
is a muz to try!!!

nitemare..

2006-05-10T23:50:00.000+08:00

monday nite cant sleep..only manage to sleep at 4am..thought maybe i slept in the afternoon..tat's y i cant sleep..

yesterday..manage to make myself damn damn damn tired..n went to bed at around 1am..still sms-ing wit cu..but i felt asleep half way..thought it would a gd nite sleep after the 4am incident..but it wasnt a gd nite sleep afterall..the worst nitemare tat i eva had..n i think is the worst nitemare tat nobody would want..i dreamt of ghost..did i went out n bang into those "things"??
couldnt be..i didnt even step out from my hse the whole day..or did i watch too much horror movie?? nope..couldnt be..i've been watching comedy through out my holiday..wat is going on?

is something bad gonna happen..tis is the first time..woke up from tis horrible dream..wit sweats rolling down to my cheek with the aircon blasting in my room..like in genting..sweaty palm..i look around..my 2nd sis was sleeping like a pig..went to sleep again cuz it was still dark outside..thought will get sweet dream but NO!!!..i was wrong...

the nitemare continues to haunt me!! pls let me go!!! if i did bang to any of u..pls im sorry..i didnt mean to..n i didnt mean to disturb you...woke up until now..still thinking of tat dream..m i gonna have it again tonite? i hope so not..been freaked out the whole day..n weather is damn bad today...rain n lighting..makes my mood worst!

the last breakthrough

2006-05-07T23:57:00.000+08:00

well..
being at home for nearly 3 weeks is kinda boring..
first day of holiday edy boring..
2 weeks have past..
n im still thinking of u..
it kinda hurts cuz dun get to c u d..
but i think im gonna get over it..
hmm...
have been in rotting process at home..
but while rotting..
i get to watch tis tvb series..
damn nice..
The Last Breakthrough..
by..
Raymond Lam, Leila Tong, Nick Cheung and Sonija Kwok..
well..

tis show make me realise how important life are..
eventhough when there is 1 last hope left,we also muz fight for it..
n noeing tat there are so many ppl wit so many disease in tis world..
makes me wana be a part of Life Force too..
besides saving life..
fighting for your own fate n love is also important..
if u reali love sumbody,u muz go for it..
dun let go..n dun give up..
Raymond Lam n Leila Tong went through alot of obstacle before getting together..
getting through the cancer n the third party..
well.
tis show is damn nice n meaningful..
im gonna get those vcd to watch again!!!

Thomas Cup Final!!!

2006-05-07T19:57:00.000+08:00

woohoo..
finally..
happen once every2 years..
the Thomas Cup is finally over..
China vs Denmark!!

China won 3-0 again!!
woohoo...
through out the quarter final to the final...
china's 2nd double n 3rd single didnt get the chance to go out to the badminton court..
cuz the 1st single ---Lin Dan
the 1st double --- Cai Yun and Fu Haifeng
the 2nd single---Bao Chun Lai (my fav~~~)
manage to grab the Thomas cup easily..
it was the best match eva happen..
as a malaysian..
yaya..
i noe is wrong to support China..
but wat to do..
Malaysia tak dapat masuk final..
how oso support back chinese mah...
but no offence ya..
cuz to me..
China is a better teamm!!!!!

today..

2006-05-06T14:30:00.000+08:00

6th may 2006..
my beloved cute lil shih tzu was born..

oopss..
her birthday!!!
well..
she's edy 10 years old tis year..
old huh..
brought her back when she was 2 months old..
cant imagine..
she's been wit my family for 10 years..
phew..
i can say tat she's the luckiest dog on earth..
she sleeps in aircon room..
eat "ba kua"..
eat roast duck...
keropok lekor..
worst is bak kut teh's CHICKEN FEET!!
yew...
n it yucks...
but she loves it...
but she's still so healthy except for some skin problem..
but on 2nd sept 2000..
she gave birth to 2 cute lil boy..
she did bring alot of happiness to our family..
anyway..

happy birthday to u..
u were born in Petaling street pet shop..
wit the cats n reptiles..
happy birthday to u..
will always love u sassy..

we are happy to have u gal..

by..

Thomas Cup

2006-05-05T23:23:00.000+08:00

while i was clicking away my tv remote control..
sumthing caught my eyes..
it was the semi-final of Thomas Cup..
it was China s Indonesia..
it was quite an amazing match afterall..
i watched the first single..
Lin Dan Vs Taufik Hidayat..
well..
Lin Dan beat Taufik in juz a very short time n a very short game..

Lin Dan's gf was watching him playing against Taufik..
kinda pretty his gf..
well..
1st double..not reali sure who was the player..

but the 2nd single reali make me sit on my sofa until duwana get up..
it was Bao Chun Lai..

the 188cm tall Bao Chun Lai
he ran across the court chasing after the shuttle..
his hands n legs were damn long man...
the Indonesia player also give a very good match..
but Bao Chun Lai manage to nail it down..
n China won 3-o..

waited for 4pm to reach..
finally..
4pm..
the match between Malaysia n Denmark for semi-final has started..
first single up was Lee Chong Wei Vs Peter Gade..
guess tat Lee Chong Wei didnt play tat well...
Peter Gade won easily..
1st double was Koo Kien Kiet n Chan Chong Ming vs the veteran Denmark player..
the match went into the 3rd set..
n malaysia manage to get tat 1st double..
it was 1-1..
2nd single..
Hashim vs duno who...hahahahaah..name too hard to remember..
well..shit..v lost!!!!
but..
2nd double..
our all time most "keng" n "diao" double..
Choong Tan Fook n Lee Wan Wah.
.
manage to beat the Denmark team..
but Malaysia ended up 3-2 lose to Denmark during the last single..
due to Wong Choon Han's leg injury..
he couldnt play..
but the last single player not bad..
if i say damn teruk..
later kena belasah by my cucu..--->>
btw,wat was his name again ar cu???
wakkakakaka....

by devil....

dad sux!!

2006-05-02T10:47:00.000+08:00

dad is the worst creature on earth..
u take me s ur wat?
if not becuz of my mum,i wouldnt have home..
mum is the ony one who care bout me the most..
y muz u treat me so unfair?
im not ur daughter izit?
i mop floor,u say too wet.
2nd sis mop,u say gd job..
juz because eldest sis got bf tat y u didnt treat her bad..
who on EARTH in the world duno tat u treat that fat 2nd sis the best??!!!
me n eldest sis got eyes to c k
jie got bf,different story..
got ppl support her.
me?
im all alone!!
i reali wish tat u will die early.
so i wun have to c ur face.
everything i pay on my own.
things spoil,i cycle to the shop n tell them
do wat oso i alone
come back no ppl fetch,i oso take taxi
did i eva trouble u before??
u tell me la!!!
last time waited 1 hour for u to fetch me from tutiton.
u went n play golf instead.
2nd sis half n hour ony reach home
u d at train station wait for her
i always think
m i ur daughter afterall??
u reali sux
i feel tat u r a stranger to me
2nd sis buy hundred over elle beg
i buy one rm20 beg u oso bising
n say i buy so expensive
wat the
u watch out
i wun lose to u
i will show u i can live without u
if not becuz of mum
i early d runaway from home!!!

tamagouchi...

2006-05-01T00:55:00.000+08:00

slept around 2am yst nite..well..was busy wit my tis blogspot..but duno wat the heck turn out..
thanks to mr ooi..for all the webpage thingy tat he teach me..
i ony noe wat to do wit my tis blog..
haha..
but pity cucu..
nearly terbalik the whole blog.. ur tat PINK background...
hmm..well..did i manage to help u ornot cu???
hopefully i do...
ermm...
went to jusco at around 6 pm..
cuz dad n eldest sis ada dinner...
ended up me n 2nd sis n mum went jusco to eat..
went to bubble tea..
saw chen khang and lae peng there...
i was like..WHOA!!!
they r working here..
hmm..
well..some misunderstanding happen while ordering food wit CK..
well..ended up i have to help him "kang" 1 plate of Udon..
haha..well it taste nice actually..
hmm...after tat went n buy stuff for PJ hse..
PJ here i come!!!!!
but misses tarc at the same time..
hmm..bought a TAMAGOUCHI!!!
i noe i noe..im childish..
waited for the egg to hatch..
whoa..
guess wat??!!!
i got a BOY!!!
name HEW..!!
duno y suddenly got tat name..juz went through my mind...
hmm..very active fella..
n my sis throw my tamagouchi out cuz too noisy..
wat can i do..
i cant make him to shut up..
juz bear wit it sis...
wakkakaka....nite nite..

p/s: got to make a real tough decision...pls help me!!!!

you...

2006-04-28T23:38:00.000+08:00

woke up around 9 sumthing..slept kinda late yesterday nite..fixing the stupid damn computer..IE cant use..MSN oso cant use..terpaksa use mozilla only..wat an unlucky day again..
am i born being unlucky?
dad say let me drive but at the same time pijak me..
r u my dad?
i suddenly feel tat i duno u..
u r like a stranger to me..
sumbody tat i duwana be close with..
sitting alone in sushi king waiting for mum..
ppl pass by me..
toking so happily..
after leaving TARC..
my heart has a hole in it..
the day tat v got separated..
the day v end our pre-u..
y did GOD arrange to make me meet u?
i misses u since the time i walk away after taking photo wit u..
i keep take my camera n look at the photo tat v took..
ur smile..so sweet..
u r so cute..
u makes me smile again..n at the same time u make me shed my tears again..
i miss u alot..
did u read the letter tat i wrote to u?
i juz wan u to noe tat i reali miss u alot..
but do u care bout it?

damn day..

2006-04-27T23:58:00.000+08:00

wat is going on here???
everything seems to against me today..izit my most unlucky day?? is God playing wit me or wat??
everything seems wrong today..u didnt reply me..did i do anything wrong o am i disturbing ur life?
coming back to tis home is a disaster..computer spoilt..msn cant use..IE cant use..hp is like a piece of shit..aircon down..wat's going wrong??
CAN ANYBODY TELL ME WAT HAPPEN??!!
im damn pissed off n tired today..
ony YOU can make me happy..
when im feeling so depressed today..
i look at the photo tat v took..
n i smile...

26th april 2006

2006-04-27T15:20:00.000+08:00

today..happy n sad..cuz gonna leave tarc..cuz dun get to c u..if v realy got fate,maybe v will get to c each other..s im listening to my mp3..on the way back to klang..in ktm..alone..looking at those strangers..i starts thinking bout u again..n i miss u alot..through tis 3 sem..i nv reali tok to u before..always c u in hostel..during exam week..u will b in study room..tat will b my fav place during exam..is been 1 year i've looking over u..1 year?!!

kinda long duration of time..i fall for u the first time i saw u..the time i look n u..n cant take my eyes off u..since then i've been looking forward to seeing u again..last day of 2nd sem..nv thought tat i will get to c u in lrt..when i was out damn early..half n hour after the paper start..maybe god is helping me..my heart beats damn fast when i saw u..n i was damn happy..i wanted to stay longer at sentral..but too bad..train had already arrive..i got to leave..
during 2nd sem holiday..it was the worst holiday..i keep thinking of u..so i decide to find out ur frendster..but maybe u duwana b frend wit me tat y u didnt approve me..happy cuz 3rd sem gonna start d..finally..i get to c u again..saw the green shoe tat u wore to class..the red sliper tat u wear in hostel..the pink bottle n file tat u bring to class..guess tat u like pink alot..blood donation campaign coming up..found out tat u r FAU member..me being the 1 scare of needle n injection..gain courage to donate blood..hoping to c u..but dissapointed..but is ok..at least i donate my blood..

well..last nite of study..saw u in study room again wit ur frends..decided to go canteen n sit..right in front of the door..when ppl open the door,i get to c u..well.on tat nite..u slept at 3am..always wait for u to sleep..ony i will go to bed..makes sure tat u r safe..last day of exam..i was thinking..since first sem till 3rd sem i nv been in the same exam hall wit u..thinking tat the last day i wun be tat lucky..when i look up..i was shock to c u sitting right infront there..heart jumps fast..makes me tremble n cant write..when saw u go out from the exam hall early n walk away..i wen around the whole college searching for u..juz to c u the last time n take pic wit u..but i fail to find u..but..i guess GOd help me again..i saw u walking to canteen 1! i manage to have the courage to ask u to take photo wit me after walking a few round around canteen1..

didnt noe tat u will agree to take pic wit me..well..i was damn happy..at the same time..hand trembling real fast..a very happy last day wit u..but sad cuz cant c u again..tis photo s remembrance..